Board Thread:Off-Topic/@comment-24972932-20180527181924

My days consists of two things: Waking up to a life without joy - some things makes me laugh but nothing makes me happy.

These shallow pointless days covers my life as dry wind covers the desert. Then comes days where I feel completely filled with sorrow. I don't know where it comes from but it feels like I've lost a close friend. All out of a sudden these feelings of sorrow would appear and I feel it the whole day. It's like I hearing angels mourning.

People say: The emotions are temporary. No, these emotions come back all the time, it's doesn't pass. When emptiness stops sorrow begins and then turns into emptiness again. It's been going on for almost a year I can't stand it.

''Had to write it here because I can't write it anywhere else. I had to vent this.'' 