Board Thread:Lores/@comment-34166399-20190510005829/@comment-34166399-20190511005114

SharkyTeamOne wrote: your telling me a scientist with degrees dosent know what outbreak means

bruh SO YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT YOU WANT MORE LORE? SOME BACKSTORY HUH? WELL DO i HAVE THE GOOD SHIT TO TELL YOU TONIGHT!

Harold was raised on an urban city. He is also a legal immigrant from Arabia, which explains on why he does not know some words. He's also a new intern at SANI, which explains on why he's never heard of the word "outbreak" before (including Arabic).

Harold's personal life has been quite depressing. He was raised in a place where it was commonly used for war (US vs Arabia). He was born in a family of 6. 2 sisters, 2 brothers, and a dad (Harold too so that makes 6). Before Harold was born, his mom passed away due to lack of proper funding to care for illnesses. His dad would usually go out into war and try to find rations to take home. Well, ya, he would. He was shot in a head by a solider. Then when his 2 brothers tried to go out, they were captured by terrorists patrolling the village.

He never got proper education and had to do it all by himself. After the war, some scientists at SANI were scouring the battleground for DNA samples after the outbreak from 5 years ago. Harold was 26 when SANI gave Harold an automatic job. He was only taught the basic science vocabulary. He was shown a blank Periodic Table and he was told to guess them all for a job. He got them all right and he landed the job as chemical scientist. The rest of his role is in the lore.

---END OF BACKSTORY--

Harold is like me but I'm without the whole disbanded big family as I have 2 parents and 1 sibling along with me getting free education for 12 school years. The only similarity between me and Harold is that he's actually based off my mentality (depression only). I usually get sad then theres something good in my life. I tend to screw it all up and it all kicks in. How I'm a utter regret upon my parents' part. I feel like the only thing good about me is my death. I'm only so close to suicide that I actually want to do it. Today, I've been the closest I've ever been to suicide, but I haven't pulled it off yet. I tried calling the hotline but it didn't work. I was "too underage" (I'm 13 but the legal age is 18).

Please keep in mind that I WILL NEVER feel better anytime soon. This is just a vent now, not a guilt trip for InfiniteBread to make me win. I don't care if I don't win. The lore was fun to write. It's just that I need somewhere to actually vent out my feelings to a group of people.

Suicidal people (like me) always vent because they SEEK attention. The need as much attention as they need to try to have people help them. I don't think I need help anymore. There's better people in the world to actually help than me. I'm just one of the not-so-good kinds of people that need help. Help someone else would ya? Even though there's people I love and care about, I don't think anyone loves me anymore. It's just been a very quick trainwreck. If this is my last message, then I have to say: It's a good 13 years of my life, but I can't take all the pain anymore. I just want to end it painlessly. My life's shit so ofc it sucks. I never am or was a good thing to care about. I would just collapse already.

(FYI, my actual name is not Harold so don't ask)